HAZE OF SURRENDER
In the haze of my mind, I can feel His pull. Slipping farther and farther into a point somewhere between lust and oblivion, I could hear His voice gently pulling me in, pulling me down. Slaying me with each word from His lips, I fought not to give, but to resist, to be strong caught in a struggle between two vast spots in the universe. His persistence continued to pull me back to reality, and I would slip into His lull. Eyes growing heavy; My body growing weak I am a puppet under His command. Snapping back to the present, I am once again panting, my eyes fully focused. Selfishly, I rush towards completion which is greater than my need to give myself over. A soothing voice; that voice that would make me follow Him into hell, just hearing it. Rocking me gently with His words, cradling as comforting of a small child afraid of the dark. My body could feel Him taking possession of me into Himself. My center becoming a bright light filled with nothing but Him. In a soft commanding tone I heard Him say,
“Look at Me baby girl. Focus on Me. Breathe……”
In the midst of my struggles, my eyes somehow find His staring back at me. The rush of safety I feel at being His. The wave of passion I feel to become His. I ache to be One with Him. In that sweet moment, I am lost to Him, locking onto His very soul, I slip into the abyss of surrender, and truly became His.
*Thank You Daddy for this experience. One i never dreamed as being possible. I only hope You realize how much You mean to me.
Always and Forever:
“Your” baby girl